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the gladiolus flowers in my garden have been blooming all month long. i don't usually like to cut flowers since they don't last as long and keeping them uncut forces me to actually go outside and enjoy them, but these lazy mf plants keep falling over and taking a nap on the ground -_- i took the worst offenders inside with me for my 27th birthday this past sunday, and made some baklava and butterfly pea flower syrup to use for drinks. i still get surprised sometimes making it how vegetal the dried flowers smell in the bag, like i keep expecting it to be like making rose or hibiscus tea… no lmao. i complained about it to my mom once and she was like "oh that flower? that stuff grows like a weed on the front of your grandma's house in thailand, we used to eat it like a vegetable in salads and stuff, you're not planning on just drinking it plain right?" luckily as a syrup it doesn't really taste like anything, and can be used to make pretty drinks. for my birthday i added some to a pina colada to make it lavender, but my favorite way to use it is to mix it with coconut rum in a glass, fill the glass with ice, then squeeze lime juice on the top and watch the blue turn into purple and then pink as the drink turns more acidic.
this month i've been getting really into oblivion again. idek why, when the remaster came out in april i was like y'all could not pay me to install a 150gb unreal engine 5 game on my poor laptop that has already played the og to death… but here i am four months later turning the 6gb og game into an 80gb one with mods 😭 when the remaster released i wasn't all that keen on revisting oblivion again but idk, maybe all the screenshots and gifs i keep seeing made me miss cyrodiil. even nearly 20 years later i still think it's just gorgeous.

or maybe it was virtuos/bethesda deciding to make emperor uriel hot af in the remaster for NO REASON and i needed to hear him rizz me up again just to feel something. in any case, i've never done a heavily modded playthrough before but this time i've completely maxed out the plugin limit. one particular set of mods i've been enjoying is the hesu mod collection, a series of mods published by japanese author hesu and translated by mhahn123 that alters the landscape and adds new locations to cyrodiil. one location, shipton, is added just south down the hill from kvatch, so after starting my usual new game ritual of picking martin up as soon as possible then fucking around for 100 hours before accidentally returning to weynon priory, i decided to stop by and visit one of the many new locations i added to cyrodiil. well, after getting attacked by man eating sheep, breaking into a seemingly abandoned house, and going down a trap door next to the dead body of the mage who seemed to have caused the whole mess, i appear to have accidentally dragged a freshly terrorized martin from the jaws of one plane of oblivion into another one… but other than the spider daedra it's lowkey kinda chill here, he doesn't even seem to mind it that much.

oh and the level 30 boss fight at the end when i was like. level 3. at least the architecture goes hard.
